I feel weird.
I think it’s loneliness.
maybe it’s the relentless cold and grey.
maybe I’m overwhelmed.
anyhow, I’m struggling.
a few bright sunny days wouldn’t go amiss.
I’ll probably feel better in May.
blergh.
I wish I was a cryer. I fantasize that a good cry would alleviate my anxiety/depression.
unfortunately it’s beyond me.
maybe if I watch it’s a wonderful life.
sometimes I can cry when he finds Zuzu’s petals in his pocket.
does anyone else have trouble crying?
I bet I could count the times I’ve cried on my fingers.
maybe it’s time to find a warmer, sunnier place to live.
or at least order one of those full spectrum lights from amazon.
maybe they have bulbs and I can light the whole house up with them.
anyhow, thanks for listening. 👂🏼 it’s rare that I have trouble pulling myself out of the doldrums. I’ll try harder.