Two week update:
Today's feels. Like I wanna jump outta my bed and go, but I cannot jump at all yet.
I have a long way to go yes, thats the part im good at. Perfectionist, intense, obsessed with a singular goal. The downside, moderation. I need a moderation coach. Anywho,
Thanks to all of you who read my posts, and ones who comment. Those who tagged me support(ChefJoshua and others). an apology to Deezy. I know you meant well. My defense i was outta my sweet mind on ketamine, got in my room and my mum was on that phone starting to play switchboard gossip center which she doesnt want to but she is too nice, then you did too.
I have a hurtful history in my family and they're fake fuckin virtue. So they all got told finally, after 5 years of me asking and being ignored bout it. I never see them, they'll ask my mum bout me(its tiring for her), then come on a holiday or check in of event such as this and pretend we're family. I have a phone number. So knowing that they could but don't, kinda ...
